The only things I can really say in light of things right now can be summed up in something my friend and favorite dorm neighbor, Natashia, wrote on my wall last week:
"life is so stressful. but god is faithful."
And once again, Lauryn says it better than I do...
"I trust every part of you.... Cause all that you say you do
You love me despite myself
Sometimes I... I fight myself
I just can't believe that you.... Would have anything to do
With someone so insecure... Someone so immature
Ohh you inspire me, to be the higher me"