Saturday, June 10, 2006

Daily Rant

Ok, so this morning me and my mom have been looking at schools in Stark county. I DONT WANNA GO!! The schools' grading system is a lot tougher, and you have to go for longer. It stinks beyond all reason. I can't take chemistry this year which I worked my butt off to get into. And gym is a lot worse too. Oh, yeah, and did I mention that Section 2 is also where my loathed, annoying, does-not-get the-picture-and-just-will-not-leave-me-alone-and-go-away ex lives. That should make youth rallies pleasent.I hate all this. I'm leaving all my friends behind for something that is just retarded (the school thing. not the church. I am not in anyway saying that church is retarded). Makes me mad. I had to call my cousin last night and tell her and my other best friend. Both of them took it pretty well. My brother didn't take it so well. He wanted to know if we could just take our house with us. Then he cried himself to sleep. This whole thing is a lot tougher than I thought it would be. I mean, hearing your best friend have a complete breakdown on the phone is not something that is kicks and giggles. It really hurts. But in a lot of ways I don't feel like reality has set in yet. I mean, the whole thing just doesn't seem real yet. (Yeah, it better get real by the end of the month, huh?) But yeah, seriously you guys, all of you, leave me comments. All of my friends get about 80 and I get none. I'm not even joking. If you read this, I don't care if you leave a stupid nothing, leave a comment.


Tiffany said...

I hope that everything works out for you. I will talk to you the next time I see you at church.

Theresa said...

Beck, change is never easy at any age! I'm sure that the best in you will surface thru all of this! By the way, if school is going to be tougher, does that mean that you will be looking for the best-looking guys to help you????

Exs can be ignored and are better off that way!

Love you and am praying for you!